New poem 21/10/2010

I've been working on this poem for about a week now and finally have it finished, I will warn you it's alittle on the dark side. I wanted to mix the two extreams of romantic love and horror, I hope I have managed it.
I'll let you all deside.

True Love

I immerse my metal within you,

Sweaty guttural screams convey a sense of mortal purpose,

Sleek skin covers your throat,

Carved perfectly,

For my fingers alone,

Do you realize I had this knife,

Crafted,

For you?

Inscribed "love is the slice you leave behind",

For these moments you are the centre,

All sound and motion flow from you,

Face to face,

My eyelashes entwined with yours,

Your destiny beautifully realized in a single moment,

I inhale your last breath,

This is true love.

Buggy rage, dark poetry 16/10/2010

Well today has been a typical busy Saturday, I love work when it's busy and really jumping. The energy of the kitchen is really tangible and generates a kind of group focus.
The come down is hard though, my body relaxes and starts to ache. Normally this is not a problem but this evening I was in a BTA.

Rant on.

What's a BTA? A Buggy Traffic Accident, except this was no accident. Let's be perfectly clear here, as I cued up for the buss and patiently went to get on it. A young and moronic mother decided she was the most important creature on this planet, I was in her way.

So she proceeded to slam into the back of my feet while muttering how thoughtless I was, for how could I dare step onto a buss in front of her?
After all, I was only before her in the line and I did not have the one thing that must define her as a person, that one achievement in her life that makes her feel like a person.
A child.

My thoughts are these; Just because you managed to get a man to sleep with you (this is not difficult) and reproduce your DNA does not make you a higher being. Now I could start to rant about teenagers becoming parents before they know what being an adult even means but I realize that there are some great young parents and it's not my goal to bash you.

You can be in your late forties and be a crap parent. There is nothing more boring than someone that goes on and on about their child. Honestly we smile and nod but are bored beyond words.
Other people's children are boring, end of.
Sometimes our own are too...

Anyway, back on point. You have a buggy, don't hit me with it or I shall eat your precious child alive, right in front of you. Well perhaps not but self important buggy pushers, especially on buses are like poison to me.

Rant off.

On the poetry front I have been playing with some dark disturbing poems, it's not usually my style to dabble in morbid or dark poetry but what I am working on is looking good. I'll start posting them soon and see how people receive them.
Anyway better get some sleep, should be busy tomorrow.
Blessed be, sleep well.

Lazy three weeks, Final fantasy fail and Druid recognition 06/10/2010

So whats with not updating for weeks eh?
Simple really, I got really lazy. That and also I really have not done all that much over these three weeks, I was going to get a let's play done but my software is acting up and I am having big problems getting vids to record in HD.

I have however planned out my new PC build, I'm not going to buy a stock PC. I know how to put one together myself so doing so would save me allot of money. I'll have blog and Vlog updates when I start putting it together.

As you guys are aware I was pissed off last week that my computer couldn't run Final Fantasy XIV, well after watching Yogscast on the game I am glad I never got it. This looks like the most boring, badly scripted, horribly written game ever!
I recommend you heading over to the link and watching the vids, they make a boring game really really funny.

In other news my YouTube page is going to be updated with some let's plays and other stuff, possibly some poetry readings as well. For those of you that don't know what a "let's play" is, it's a recording of someone playing through a game with commentary. There will defiantly be World of Warcraft ones going up, with the release of cataclysm.

Also this week Druids have been recognised as a religion in the UK, this means the Druid organization will get tax breaks and all the other benefits of other recognised religious organizations. Honestly I don't care much about that aspect of it.
What does interest me is the reactions of some of the other faiths and what this means for other Pagan's in the UK.
I have looked around the web at reactions on some of the other faith's forums and I am reading allot of fear and anger. Honestly what does it matter what someone else believes in, do we not as humans have the right to make our own choice and be respected for it? By this I mean that what we believe should not impact on other people's lives.
However, religion should not promote any hatred of other people. For instance in the three monotheistic religions (Christianity, Islam, Judaism), there is a strong hatred of Homosexual (Gay) people, in all honesty there is no place for that in a post modern world. That is not to say other religions don't have equally stupid prejudices running through them, allot of Wiccan's (Witches) have a dislike of Christians for no good reason at all.
For me Witchcraft is not a faith, it's not my religeon but my practise. I would compare it to a martial art or a practical skill like mechanics. So when asked do I want witchcraft to be recognised I honestly don't mind at all. I get Samhain (Halloween) off work and that is enough for me.

Well tomorrow I am back at work, feels so long I wonder if I can remember how to manage? We shall see.